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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

sometimes I feel

i work because it seems to be the only tangible thing i can cling on to.

do i really like what i'm doing? or am i just trying to convince myself that it is so simply to make myself feel good?

does it matter anyway?

it's sad to think that i might be doing stuff just to "cope" with life. "cope", definitely not a word in my favorites list.

it's a wonder how you can really make your life looks so screwed up when you think about it.

it isn't that bad actually...just in the mood to complain. complain. complain.

i need a holiday. i need.

some crap..

believing something is right..doesn't mean I will do things that way.

knowing something is bad..doesn't mean I won't do it.

so drained..

tired..

wish the heart can just stop beating and take a break along with time..

not too sure if it's physically so...

didn't feel this bad till some time tonight.

was good to receive some concern frm ps in the day.

wasn't too good to hear lots of 大道理 from someone after complaining to the person.

another day..tomorrow..drag.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

It's hard to get enthusiastic...

when you're so drained after working 14-15hrs a day for the past week

when the outcome of the thing you need to get through isn't really something you want even though you may find the process useful.

when you did not have a good night of sleep.

when you amazingly woke up an hour before your alarm rang.

when you got up on a high then dipped down to a low.

will try harder tomorrow.

梦一场

做了一场梦。好长。
梦到了什么?

两个婚宴,一些奇幻,一些魔法,一群朋友,一个你。
你回来了。回来了。
牵你的手,好熟悉。温暖。铭心。
牵你的手,不愿放开。
在梦里,我做到了。

有想继续做梦的冲动,却逼自己起来。
因为只是梦。它给了我一些些的回忆。
就够了。真的。
雨还是不停落下。

一个礼拜的疲惫忽然显得那么无所谓。
感谢你用心爱过我。
感谢你在这梦里继续爱我。

你是最好的。你知道吗?

(昨晚在msn我莫名其妙的把这句话放上去,当时没有多想什么,只不过想这样写罢了。冥冥中?好玄。)

Friday, May 16, 2008

寻找这一首歌

香格里拉的Video

香格里拉
曲/詞:黃玠 演唱者:娃娃

我以為認真去做就能實現我的夢
以為寫首好歌 走路就能抬起頭
以為騎摩托車旅行就能變英雄
現在的我 失去了衝動

有才華的人唾棄金光閃閃的獎座
親愛的 Cobain 是否也曾愛慕虛榮
多希望有人衝破疑惑帶我向前走
現在的我 變得好懦弱

雨會下雨會停 這是不變的道理
夜空中北極星 迷路的人不恐懼
我唱歌你在聽 一切風平又浪靜
G和絃的根音 撫平脆弱的心靈
我只想牽著你 走到很遠的夢裡
小木屋紅屋頂 地址是一個祕密
你抱著小貓咪 藍眼睛不再憂鬱
香格里拉在那裡 讓我們去找尋

Monday, May 12, 2008

三年来最短

同事惊讶于我的短发.

有那么短吗?嘿..

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Instant Noodles, patience and what not.

Quick and easy, no fuss.

Taste decent, pretty good in fact.

Obviously not too healthy.

Reminds me of how I can be so impatient at times.

Also surprised at how sometimes when I just want instant noodles but when made to prepare a ramen with a tediously prepared soup base, I can just laugh about it and be perfectly ok.

Wish i have the same patience when it comes to m. There's an obvious lack of it when it comes to issues with her.

hmm... spoilt brat.

expectations..i suspect.

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